Sometimes, i wonder what am i good at. Other times, i dreamed. Well, what am i good at? I have no strengths, nor courage or talents& what-so-ever. Maybe for self-assurance, i might be good at being a good person? Cause i don't go around murdering people or setting your house on fire yea? Haha, kidding. I'm also not sociable neither am i autistic, urm just around the average la. Knowing me totally is difficult as i don't tend to show my feelings. I did a test& the result showed that i think& work like a guy ; i always though that I'm better off as a guy la. Why must i be a girl? WHY?! Lol. Somehow i cant organise my thoughts as i think randomly. Thats why i talk less cause no one would understand what am i trying to say as my ideas are jumbled up. &I'm gonna say that is : i miss you! Although its been like 3yrs, i think you already know how i feel but nobody did anything& i think i should just let it pass. You would only remain in my memory, only the best things i know about you. The thing is that whenever i wana get you out, you do things that make me hesitate. & i cant move on, or maybe i'm not willing to? Seriously, i think i cant match up to you, thats why i didnt wana give it a try. Anyway i hope someone might be able to move me away from you& that will be soon, somehow...?

Sometimes, i wonder what am i good at. Other times, i dreamed. Well, what am i good at? I have no strengths, nor courage or talents& what-so-ever. Maybe for self-assurance, i might be good at being a good person? Cause i don't go around murdering people or setting your house on fire yea? Haha, kidding. I'm also not sociable neither am i autistic, urm just around the average la. Knowing me totally is difficult as i don't tend to show my feelings. I did a test& the result showed that i think& work like a guy ; i always though that I'm better off as a guy la. Why must i be a girl? WHY?! Lol. Somehow i cant organise my thoughts as i think randomly. Thats why i talk less cause no one would understand what am i trying to say as my ideas are jumbled up. &I'm gonna say that is : i miss you! Although its been like 3yrs, i think you already know how i feel but nobody did anything& i think i should just let it pass. You would only remain in my memory, only the best things i know about you. The thing is that whenever i wana get you out, you do things that make me hesitate. & i cant move on, or maybe i'm not willing to? Seriously, i think i cant match up to you, thats why i didnt wana give it a try. Anyway i hope someone might be able to move me away from you& that will be soon, somehow...?